If you think that you are strong enough.

She doesn’t think she is. And she never has been, despite the many accusations of being a cookie. She was already getting used to adverse reactions from others when they realize that she is capable of emotions and tears.

Her emotions encapsulates her being, and she wonders why it is that way and no other.

Because in her heart, there is no other way. When she opens up her world hesitantly letting others in, why can’t they understand that in her world that’s the way things are. Changing perspectives and colours indicates intervention. Who are we to intervene when we step into her world of pink and grey?

Why can’t others see and try to understand that the doors of her mind are bolted, and there will never be any other way in. It’s simply the matter of understanding her heart to understand her mind. She didn’t ask to be this way. It wasn’t a choice. She was simply manufactured that way.

Because to her maker, she was flawed if she was free.

What happened to all the cowboys?

Eeyer, so long never post anything wan. Horrid I say, absolutely horrid. But I suppose that's what happens when you've won the Lotto and don't really need to do anything, so all you do is just laze around and have extended beauty naps that you don't really need.

So. What's been happening guys? NO ONE POSTED ANY WORTHLESS COMMENTS ON MY BLOG? How there thee? If ye asketh me on a Monday, I would say, "What blog?"

What month is it now.. urm.. June. Meaning, it's World Cup season. The much anticipated international game or sport whatever across the globe that gets the world talking and is the international language and makes the world go round. Honestly, I couldn't care less. Not action-packed at all. It's only fun to watch when people get hurt - like when Fong Sai Yuk kicked the other asian guy’s ass.

Damn black and white balls are every where now. On the road, in the sky, on my plate, in my bed, on the table, in my tea. SWEET JESUS is probably out there somewhere threatening hell to Siddartha if he gets in his way of scoring too.

And the damn sites. Every single page I log on to, there’s a damn football staring straight back at me. Football here football there – damn irritating lor. And the TV is always green these days with random specs of colours darting around aimlessly. Urgh.

And what’s up with these damn corporate hoes taking advantage of this stupid season? Everyone’s riding on some kind of beat-up wagon. There’s THIS and THIS and THAT. Wah lau.

Eeyer. Shameless.