Tuesday, June 20, 2006

If you think that you are strong enough.

She doesn’t think she is. And she never has been, despite the many accusations of being a cookie. She was already getting used to adverse reactions from others when they realize that she is capable of emotions and tears.

Her emotions encapsulates her being, and she wonders why it is that way and no other.

Because in her heart, there is no other way. When she opens up her world hesitantly letting others in, why can’t they understand that in her world that’s the way things are. Changing perspectives and colours indicates intervention. Who are we to intervene when we step into her world of pink and grey?

Why can’t others see and try to understand that the doors of her mind are bolted, and there will never be any other way in. It’s simply the matter of understanding her heart to understand her mind. She didn’t ask to be this way. It wasn’t a choice. She was simply manufactured that way.

Because to her maker, she was flawed if she was free.